Is This Love? - Whitesnake

I should have known better
Than to let you go alone
It's times like these
I can't make it on my own
Wasted days, and sleepless nights
An' I can't wait to see you again

I find I spend my rime
Waiting on your call
How can I tell you, babe
My back's against the wall
I need you by my side
To tell me it's alright
Cos I don't think I can take anymore

Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love
Cos it's really go a hold on me
A hold on me

I can't stop the feeling
I've been this way before
But, with you I've found the key
To open any door
I can feel my love for you
Growing stronger day by day
An' I can't wait too see you again
So I can hold you in my arms


Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love
Cos it's really got a hold on me
A hold on me

Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for

Waypoint Coming At You

Day 5:

So, today was my day off. Of course I didn't have to deal with society so I'm not sure if it's considered cheating or so, but I rather enjoyed it. Didn't get to work out, but did get to finish Tekken 6 Campaign Mode. Needless to say, it took me about 5 hours (I kinda wanted to see EVERY single cut-screen). It was a pretty fun game, different from the rest of the Tekken series. Not just an arcade mode, though would be nice if the Scenario Mode had 2P Mode. Would've been nice. But who am I to complain? It was a fun game :D

Day 6:

Back to work for me. Work in about 30 or so mins. So, it should be fun, I'm upstairs so again, no direct contact with people in general. Just me by my lonesome self. Question is, am I on next weeks schedule due to the fact that I'm on probation and all. I mean, if I had calls from other places I applied, I wouldn't have mind so much, even though I wouldn't want to leave that place in bad marks, but they have treated me like crap far too long. You can't claim you care about your employees one way then schedule them to the point of exhaustion. It contradicts yourself. Oh well, I'm sure most if not all places will in some way or another treat employees like that.

So it begins...

Day 3:
A few nicks. Nothing major to make me completely lose my temper. Though, I have the sudden feeling I'm not fully welcomed by many at work anymore. No names mentioned, but I'm not really greeted by those who used to anymore. I wonder... Oh well, to each their own I suppose. Other than that, I got sent home early again, about an hour early. Not for bad behavior, it was just slow. But either way, cut in my hours. Another wonder, yup; getting canned sometime soon. *sigh* blah.

Day 4:
Nothing new. I was a whore today. First, well, last night I traded my mid-day shift to open instead. Then today at 9 I opened my part and co-worker wants to switch because her throat is sore and she can't talk to customers. So I opened HER part also only to work in the part I was first suppose to. 'Tis fun opening two parts, and yet according to my General Manager, I'm unreliable. He made a funny.

Other than that, decided to try something new this year. Every week I'm asking for suggestions from co-workers, friends, anyone to try something new. [Nothing out of the ordinary or what you wouldn't do, please]. It's split into 3 categories:

Literature:
Food:
Music:

This (fun) part will be posted on my other blog: The Red and The Black.

New Year. Lets give it a shot.

Since its the New Year. I decided to try to give society a second chance and work on my rage issues towards them. No this isn't my New Year's resolution. Just, I know people don't want to be around those who are always upset or what not. So here it is, my [so far difficult] attempt to cope with people's "not so smart attributes".

Day 1:

Work was a bust. I got sent home for using a Courtesy Cup [we hand them to customers]. So, manager sees me with one in my hand and since I made NO attempt to throw it away, I got written up. They also added that I was disrespectful the other day. I only voiced my opinion that managers where being hypocrites towards some of the policies and it was always easier for an employee to get written up, because no matter what, a managers word will always be right over and employees'.

Day 2:

Work was blah. I didn't get sent home; I behaved... whatever. As always I was last to be closed down. Managers wouldn't even look at me, though they would when I wasn't doing anything. Not because I didn't want to, but because there were 6 of us back there. Everyone had something to do because they are afraid of a getting written up for standing around. So I stayed on the register. Apparently that isn't enough. I've done more than enough over that past year where I've had to carry someone else's slack. I'm not going to be a lazy person, but I'm not going to fully go out of my way to impress these people. 3 of the managers have been employees that I've worked with before. Yet, they treat us just like the rest of the managers, like we are just pawns.

Day 3. Let's see what happens today.